Finding Solace in Nature: Embracing Deliberate Living
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Chapter 1: The Call of the Wild
Henry David Thoreau once expressed a profound desire to live intentionally, to confront the fundamental truths of existence, and to absorb life's lessons without the regret of unfulfilled living. He stated, "I did not wish to live what was not life; living is so dear." His aspiration was to embrace life fully, to extract every ounce of its essence, and to eliminate anything that detracted from genuine existence.
As a child, I found myself longing for the freedom of characters like Huckleberry Finn, and as I grew older, I was enchanted by the idea of a simpler existence, reminiscent of Robin Hood. I yearned for liberation from societal constraints and the burdens that adulthood imposes.
Currently, I reside in a converted cow shed, where the warm afternoon sunlight dances on the walls. With wide-open doors, I gaze through the trees, down the valley, and across the fields to Dartmoor. If I climb onto the wall and stretch, I can catch a glimpse of the River Tamar winding between Cornwall and Devon. My garden leads to an old wood, where the trees, twisted and full of secrets, beckon me to explore.
In moments of anxiety—worries about the world, financial stresses, and doubts about my unconventional lifestyle—I often find solace in nature.
Living here is surprisingly affordable, and in the valley, my very own Huckleberry Finn resides on his trawler, embracing freedom on the Tamar, echoing my childhood dreams.
During my youth, I found comfort in solitary walks, seeking refuge in nature. However, as technology advanced and our lives became interconnected, I fell into the trap of digital distractions, spending countless hours online. While it appeared to be an easy escape, it ultimately offered no true relief for my restless mind. I became aware of my tendencies toward procrastination and introversion, compounded by my ADHD.
Recently, fueled by the pandemic's constraints, I've rediscovered the joy of walking in this corner of Cornwall. Exploring new places allows me to think and reconnect with the calming effects of nature, especially when my mind feels cluttered and overwhelmed by constant news cycles.
Despite the looming anxieties about the world, financial obligations, and my unconventional choices, I continue to seek the path less traveled. I worry that my decisions might lead me too far from the mainstream, but mostly, I fear losing my courage to remain on this journey.
Over the past year, my partner and I have embarked on an exciting project: transforming a 1975 Bedford Truck into our tiny Home-on-Wheels. It's our Adventure Mobile, designed on a modest budget as a symbol of our quest for freedom.
Walking in nature truly revitalizes me. Being enveloped by the vastness of the sky, the sea, the trees, and the stars helps diminish my worries. This immersion in the natural world is a source of healing.
I've been returning to the woods, searching for inspiration and clarity while reconnecting with my inner self. Stepping away from the constant pings of technology allows me to embrace solitude—something vital for my creativity and mental health. Observing nature's rhythm reminds me of my insignificance in the grand scheme, a realization that can be liberating.
From these experiences, a new determination is forming within me. The world may be evolving, but I want to adapt and carve out my unique path through the complexities of life, both literally and metaphorically. My aspiration is to embrace freedom.
In the video "Dead Poets Society -- Thoreau Clip," we see Thoreau's philosophy of living deliberately illustrated beautifully, highlighting the significance of connecting with nature.
Chapter 2: The Simple Life
In my quest for simplicity, I find inspiration in another video titled "Thoreau's Simple Life at Walden." This exploration of Thoreau's retreat into nature emphasizes the importance of solitude and minimalism.
Through these reflections and inspirations, I am reminded that solitude and nature offer profound remedies for the noise of modern life.